Work and School

So.. hubby has been kinda pushing me to find a job. I really don't want to work because I want to spend time with my daughter and I feel like it's pointless to find a job if it's just going to pay for a babysitter. Know what I mean? But, I've been busy sending in my applications and resume online to different places and I already had my first interview at Sears and waiting to see if I get a second interview.

I've also been looking at an actual campus college. I'm getting tired of online schooling and I think that it just makes me slack off more than really put work into it. Every time a new quarter starts, I always have high hopes that I'm going to do better in my classes, but I still slack off and put everything off until last minute.. and before I know it I'm behind. I mean, I'm still struggling on writing an essay that was due Sunday night! FML. But yeah. So I went to a private college and basically got information on Medical Assisting. Class starts in July and I would be finished in 14 months.. and hopefully working as a Medical Assistant right off the bat. I know there's a ton of students and stuff, but a girl can only hope that there will be a good paying job waiting there for me when all is said and done.

Now, my issue with this is.. Neil will only be here for so long before he gets deployed again. And once he's deployed, I'm going to need a babysitter for 60 hours a week! Assuming I'm working a full-time job and going to school part-time. Ugh. So lame. I don't know how I'm going to do it and as far as I know.. it's going to be a rough, rough, rough 14 months of work and school. Especially since my hubby is going to be gone for 9 months of it because of pre-deployment and deployment. Military life definitely is tough. I wish I had someone who could help with babysitting and watching Ne'ani.

But you have to do what you have to do in order to have a better future, right? Too bad once I'm finished with school.. all my paychecks will be going to paying off my student loans! FML again.

Well I need to get started on that super late paper of mine. Any grade is better than NO grade. Right?

-S